-PusangKalye-

Its almost Christmas and instead of being happy and excited about it, i’m feeling sad for the first time. I’m seeing a lot of Christmas decors around, hearing Christmas songs, etc and all i can feel is sadness and loneliness. My grandma called me a few days ago and it just hurts me to know that she’s feeling sad too and that she doesn’t know if they are gonna serve the usual dishes that we have for Christmas especially the huge crabs and shrimps which are my favorite cause i’m not gonna be there this time to finish them all up (hehehe). Its my first Christmas away from them after years of celebrating it with my grandparents and my other family members. And i do miss my grandparent’s cooking especially for Christmas and New Year. Since i am here in the US, i had to spend the holidays away from them. Good thing though, i have my aunt and my two cousins in Washington and i’m gonna spend two weeks with them starting next weekend. Atleast, i wont be that lonely and homesick like the others who will just celebrate the holidays together. I’m glad i have some family here in the US. And one more thing, i still haven’t bought any present, shux. That’s always my problem everytime Christmas is approaching. hehehe. I wonder what will i get for everyone… hmmm….