I’ve never felt so stupid in my life until today. I don’t even know if stupid is the right word but heck, i’m so frustrated and sad and arrrrrggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!. It was 4:30 in the afternoon and i’m all done from a long day of work, excited to finally go home. And well, i found out that i left my key on my jeep’s ignition with all my doors locked!

So i had to go back inside the office, call my hubby and cry and hear how frustrated he is also since he barely just got home, he’s tired, and now, he’ll have to drive 28 miles, through rush hour traffic going here just to bring my extra key. I’m tired, i’m frustrated, i just wanna go home. And because of stupidity of leaving my keys inside my jeep, now the rest of my day is ruined.

oh well, thinking positive, i’ll just work again for an extra hour or so, so i can leave early on friday…

As i sit here quietly by my cube, hearing other talks, laugh and see some walk around here and there, i realized i’m actually in a room of the 16 pax QA team and i’m the only girl, and i’m guessing the youngest too, hehe.

Its a little awkward at first but i’m adapting okay and its actually fun just listening to the guys talk about mostly sports, games and technology. Most of them are nice and friendly and i really don’t have a problem with any of them. I wish i’m more talkative and i could related to what they’re talking about but unfortunately I’m just this quiet little girl by the corner and doesn’t understand most of what’s up, sometimes because i really just don’t know anything about the topic and can’t relate and sometimes coz they talk so freaking fast i could barely understand them. But its fine, as long as they’re nice to me, i’m happy.

My friend Vidisha, who’s on the development team, is basically a rose among the thorns now too after the other girl left just a few weeks ago. So that makes both of us the only rose among the thorns in our respective teams.

This is a little weird for me of course, coz normally in the Philippines the number of girls and guys in a team is usually equal or its kinda rare to see a team with no girls or only a few. But here, i am surprised that men outnumbers women in the workplace especially in an IT company and team. In my whole company here, i think the women from all departments are like less than 30 or something and most of them are in HR, Finance, Marketing, etc. If you look at the Development and QA teams, there seems to be a scarcity of women. I don’t know how it is in other IT companies here in Utah but it is for mine.

I’ve been done watching the season 3 of True Blood and it has been a very good season, way better than the last 2 seasons but for some reason i thought the finale was kinda dumb. I also didn’t like Sookie during this season and the appearance of Godric to Eric was pretty dumb too in my opinion. But I like the introduction of Alcide and i’m glad Hoyt and Jessica got back together. Overall this is the best season ever and i can’t wait for the next season!

My baby Hershey is not a baby anymore… well he’s more than a year old now but i don’t care, he’ll always be my baby. Yesterday, my hubby forgot that Hershey went outside in the morning while he was in the garage and didn’t realize he locked him outside until he got home later that afternoon. Surprisingly, Hershey was fine and he seem to enjoy being outside. Today, he left him outside again and he was still fine. He mostly hang out under the motorhome in the backyard and was with another kitty cat. I was kind worried that he’ll get in a fight or wander off and get lost so when i got home from work i made sure we got him back inside the house. Time flies so far, before Hershey likes being inside and he’d freak out if you let him go outside. But now he’s become curious and slowly wants to go and stay outside and probably make new friends now. I need to get him a collar soon just incase.

I went for a doctor’s appointment yesterday and of course i went through the regular routine of having my weight checked and getting my blood pressure. As of Sept 13, 2010 at 4pm, i officially weigh 90.40 lbs.! I am actually happy about it coz i’ve always known my weight to range between 90 and 95 lbs and like a month ago i guess, when i weigh myself in the bathroom, it showed 85 lbs. So either the weighing scale is off or i got really lighter during that time.

While eating a rice krispies bar today, i suddenly got the idea that i really need to get fat which later on i rephrased to gaining some weight as advised by Zach. I’ve been hungry all day and i’ve been eating like every hour that my collection of snacks in my cube went down to having 1 fruit snacks and 1 rice krispies bar left. I usually just have a fruit snacks, string cheese, or other little snacks here but now i’m thinking of getting more of these and some other healthy food like lunchables that i can eat anytime i get hungry next time so i need to grab some the next time we go grocery shopping.

So there, i’ll see if my plan of having more food/snacks here at my cube will work and if i’ll gain weight with that and with eating more servings too for lunch and dinner. Goodluck to me :)