with all the things running at the back of my head, i guess this is something easier to think of and to post about at the moment. i watched this movie last weekend with my younger sister at home. my elder sister brought home a downloaded copy and obviously its pirated and since its just a cam version, we watched a crappy one though in a way we understood the movie. Its that kind of chick flick that i like watching where it makes you feel excited about love and makes you day dream about your future and a lot more. hehe.
after watching it, i realized how i am also looking forward to my own wedding day. Like most girls, i do want mine to be unique and special and make it the best day of my life. I’ve been thinking about my plans for it and day dream about it as if its already happening but then in the end, it all comes down to wanting it to be just a simple but lovely one. Actually, i’m even worried about walking down the aisle. I’m the type of person who doesn’t like people looking at me coz i tend to be conscious of my movements and it really makes me uneasy. So thinking about that specific moment when i’ll be walking down the aisle and all eyes are on me – i wonder what would happen to me. will i be able to walk properly? will i be not look down? or will i be a runaway bride? (this one i hope would not happen of course!)
now back to movie, it was enjoyable and i could relate to it like most would probably will where their favorite part of the wedding is when the bride is walking and the groom looks at her the way she always wanted to be looked at as she walks down the aisle. as for being the bridesmaid, well i’ve never been one yet and actually i’ve been to a few wedding only as a guest.
anyway, that day will be happening years from now but i do hope soon. honestly, i do have a deadline already. its actually a specific date i have in mind which is perfect to be my wedding day. i have some songs in mind already, people i’ll invite, ideas of food to be served, etc. my the only things i ain’t sure about yet is where its gonna be held, what the theme will be, and who’s gonna be my groom? 